Vertigo

March 28th, 2009

My mind is spinning out of control
My body’s succumbed to the fear
The sky is pulling further away
as the earth is looming near

Helplessly falling yet my heads in the clouds
Darkness is drawing me in
Like a vortex of evil, yet I just can’t resist
My subconscious attracted to sin

Twisting, turning, daized and confused
Somehow I’m under the spell
A force so strong and turbulent
drags me straight to the jaws of hell !!

 

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I wrote this a few months ago, it was going to be part of a colab with a buddy’s art but since they never got around to bothering with their part, I figured I would just chuck it out there on it’s own :)

It basically discribes how in my mind, life can be like vertigo, you get so wrapped up in the hustle and bustle of the everyday stresses of life that sometimes you feel like yur just riding a rollercoaster on a downhill spiral with no control at all…deep huh :P
 

 

Terrapin

February 2nd, 2009


 

My purdy niece, drawn and shaded with pencils, my scanners still knackered so still poor quality photos ><

I know theres a ton of stuff not right but I got sick of playing around with it so it iz wut eet iz.

Drawing’s not my thang, too frustrating, I don’t have the patients >< I can never get things how they are in my head, back to the poems

over and outskii!!

My first and last attempts at ppl.

February 1st, 2009

 I’m aware they suck hugely but I thought I’d stick ‘em up here for kicks and lol’s!

Cristiano Ronaldo and a random girl.

Wanksta Rabbit

January 31st, 2009

Wampant Wabbit

January 30th, 2009

Bunny wabbit by me :)  He’s rough and scruffy but I think he’s a QT so I don’t care, pooo on u for hatin!!

Message to the Damned

January 22nd, 2009

Coming to you is all you deserve
an eternity of misery and pain
You chose the path to your destiny
just what did you hope to gain?

You caused suffering and unhappiness
to innocent, harmless folk
Did you think you were a hard man?
well I’m telling you, you’re a joke

Burning alone in the ashes of hell
nobody to hear your screams
the beginning of all your nightmares
an end to all of your dreams

It’s too late for you to be sorry
you had a chance to live a good life
you could have been a good person
with a family a job and a wife

instead you chose your own route
of murder, deciept and crime
don’t you feel proud of yourself now?
rotting in hell for all time.

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This poem was inspired by the title which was given to me by a friend on the poetry site I’m registered with in an attempt to entertain me while I sat at home with tonsillitis boooored out of my mind lol

It worked :P  this kept me occupied for the afternoon, for all it’s not a title or subject I would have thought of in a million years I took up the challenge and this is what came out :)

Big ups to MDV for the random, yet deep and effective title :)

I drew the pic at the top to go with it, I don’t pretend to be an artist lol so don’t be mean, it’s all just for shits and giggles :P

Before we all die horrible deaths in 2012 bewahaha!!

January 12th, 2009

You don’t even have to tell me
or prove how much u care,
for me it’s reassuring
just knowing that you’re there

You make me smile and giggle
each and every day,
just with the funny things you do
and little things you say

With you I feel so special
like I’m worth having around
but if I get too cocky
you pull me straight back to the ground

You don’t take me for granted
but you keep me on my toes
you’ve laughed with me through good times
and held my hand through lows

Many friends come and go
but few really touch your heart,
enough that you’ll stick by them
and not get torn apart

Thats why I write this poem
before the moment goes
for what the future holds for us
no one really knows.

It’s ok that we are different
cause opposites attract
I’ll be here for you forever
and thats a bloody fact!!!

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I think everybody has 1, 2 if your lucky 3, true friends in their lives that mean that bit more to them than other good friends, people who they really connect with and accept each other no matter what, friends who would leave an enormous gap if they weren’t around.

I never really tell my friends how much I appreciate them, it’s easy to roll along taking each other for granted and never tell them how much you love them being in your life.

sooo this poem was written with those friends in mind, you know who you are <3 xx

P.S you are all a bunch of plonkers so don’t let this go to your head, there are plenty more friends in the sea!!

lol jkzzz wuv u guys :)

Norman Elf

November 29th, 2008

Santa isn’t all he might seem
the truth is that he’s evil and mean
he kicks elves, he thinks its fun
he takes a pop at them with his gun

He hangs them up by their pointy ears
and leaves them there till they’re in tears
He gets his thrills from seeing them suffer
he tells them “you runt, you should be tougher!”

Now Norman elf was a tough little chap
and he got sick of santa’s crap
“Santa” he said, “I want more money,
or I’m going to work for the easter bunny!”

With that santa got in quite a rage
he tried to lock poor Norman in his cage
but the little elf grabbed him by his cock
while the others all looked on in shock

“I won’t let go until you swear,
that for us elves you’ll start to care,
we’re sick of living our lives in fear,
why dont you pick on those stinky reindeer?”

From that moment santa swore
not to torture them anymore
I’m sorry elves for the pain I’ve caused
I thought I could coz I’m santa clause!!

The story is, Rudolfs nose is red
coz santa beats him now instead
the elves lives are now filled with laughter
and they all lived happily ever after.
 

 

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lalala christmas is coming and elves RAWK!!! they are under rated in my opinion, santa gets all the recognition but he could never do it without those lil guys….give it up for the elf squad!! OOORAAH!!

 

 

Moving on!!

November 29th, 2008
You were my soulmate my solid rock,
you’d be there for me when I took a knock,
we were as close as two people can be
but now you’ll wish you hadn’t messed with me!!
You took me for granted, pushed my loyalty away
now on the other side of this wall I’ll stay
you put me down and called me names
but I’ve got wise to your little games

I stood by you through thick and thin
you helped me find my strength within
I’d fight your corner when others were hating
and I still loved you at your most frustrating

You’ve pushed me away for the last time
your hurtful words have crossed the line
There’s only so much a girl can take
thats why I won’t be here when you wake

I opened up, showed you the real me
you threw it in my face, now I’m breaking free
I thought I needed you but I was wrong
you lose baybee, GOODBYE, I’m gone!!

 

 

 

Snowy frolics

November 26th, 2008

Click here to see a couple of my gurlee friends and I taking part in a lil xtreeeeme sledging :P  

lol funny funny times.

<3 my friends lots!!